I might do modeling classes, just so I can do something at a good pace.

I really put my all into violin, but I feel both discouraged and encouraged.  I even was blamed like I was rebelling to do modelling, too, if I can afford it on side of saving for doing some music in Germany.

What with my room clean, I am all set to go, nothing to worry about.

I can't exactly pinpoint why, but I said I felt pushed to do something other than violin because I don't wanna live at home forever and not travel somewhere out of Orlando again.  I hope I can do classical music, in some way.  The modeling is fun, too, no lines to memorize.