I feel like something stopped.

I would not want to be like Ellen DeGeneres and see all those movies and things every day.  Celebrate her!

Update

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Biography:

•former music major

It seems like it's all about inappropriately stimulating an older lady I like, here for me with Orlando and the people involved monitoring me in private.  It's like the people closest to me lied, where for a long time it was about my hardships I could not escape, though I never said they had to do it.  This was supposedly a good thing for me, but it got taken away, in that it's getting more to be that the purpose is to make her giddy in weird ways, like the "go to" thing to do.

Andrew Lloyd Webber

Stairs without railing was put in The Phantom of the Opera.

When Jesus Christ Superstar streamed throughout the world, the police were taken out.


So, I guess he's becoming more modern or something, trying to change things.  It is his work, but music is music and belongs to everyone.  Yes, I respect him, but I noticed this and it was funny.

Hurrying up and Packing My Things

Eventually, I will own almost nothing so I can move easily to Germany.

I am having problems being such a European mutt, like the world passed me by.

Miami Dolphins!

I'm suffering because of when people started talking to me monitoring me in private.  I'm considered worthless.

Do people have mysteries in their life?

They just look to the parents and, in some ways, relatives?  And Baby Boomers are bad?

I guess classical musicians are more genuine outside of their craft than film actors like Johnny Depp as Willy Wonka and the pirate and the phantom in my last post.

What do you think of the phantom?

I used to have long pink of fingernails as a toddler but my mom cut them for me, which I like.  Now, they developed a weird, average look.. They don't look good with long pink because of the shape of my fingers and hands.

Who to trust who?

Many people are trying to punish me.

Update

I updated my biography on my main blog: link.

Is it my fault I feel like I was murdered? or did drinking and getting drunk have a role in it?

I can just see my future self lying on the street, "covered in blood," not such a painful death as it could be.  Too much TV about this stuff.

What?  My life is so worthless because I live in Orlando etc. that I cannot even sacrifice it for something or someone worth it.

I've already thought of it.

Smart people must be treated well first.

Update

I updated my biography on my main blog: link.

I might like life, just not the people in it.

People also get attention for not practicing traditional things.  They do "new" things.

Did you know that people who are attractive for working with things like acting and feelings ... it looks like there might not be anything in that regard, just that they oversaw the work like an indifferent, disconnected worker who likes to play with art rather than become it, like the people they take care of.

I got the idea from Doug; Doug's romantic big sister was directing students.

Doug is on, reminds me of the Peanuts.

It's funny how some people think you were in their life.

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