I thought friends could be important like family, like having a sibling.

Some people just want to abuse me.

I feel turned down by my family.

People think I am supposed to be with people I'm related to.

Even if I talk to someone else, some people think it's their doing and a strange nature of a "decision."

Someone keeps acting like I'm just a bad person and focuses on affecting me negatively.  They are in my life a lot, in some ways it seems, partially because other people know them.

Whenever I tell my therapist about this person, she thinks that's just me, being silly.

I wonder if I can ignore it.  I was excited on having a better relationship, possibly, and am somewhat sad about maybe leaving home.

I just am interested in this person's and others's following fixation on me as an unacceptable person, treated racistly, as well.

I'm less inclined to be hypnotized by a mother, and I'm less inclined than others to get mushy with my dad.  However, I think my dad has been secretly mothering me because my mom is Asian and I'm 1/2 Asian 1/2 Caucasian.

I was successful and independent, but people said just talk to your family and my dad wants to shelter me all of a sudden all grown up and good.

How is it better?  Nothing matters.

I feel so trapped.  I don't listen to other people who associate with their family.  However, biologically I  have foreign problems.

Update

I added a message board I post on on the side of this blog: MovieChat.

Why are people so abusive since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005?)

I'm pretty much out of the picture, as far as school or college goes, as I'm in music.

It's like there's nothing else to do, in some ways.

It's funny Late Boomers hated children but they are so protective of Generation Z & A.

Why are only some people allowed to curse?

I'm mad about things, and I can find individual people here in Central Florida easily.

I don't wish ill on anyone, but I can't help if something bad happens anyway and I'm sad.

I have a habit on taking out anger on people closer to me because I did that for Ellen DeGeneres, and I'm still in trouble!

No, "they're just human."

So, Baby Boomers are walking, talking evil on the inside.

There's not much hope in anything else but Baby Boomers.