Wednesday, September 5, 2018

No one cares what I say or do.
To me food and drink aren't as appealing because someone is superstitious about when I was upset.
My dad just isn't the same.
Are you looking for a good fuck?
People keep treating me this way because my dad moved us here.
Orlando is full of garbage.
Other people put technical difficulties into my life, like that proves everyone that problems are possible.

There are some people out there who are downright nasty I don't give a flying fuck about them.
...but I'm different
Are people stricter on Generation X than Late Boomers? like when they were kids, say?
People giving commercials can be racist and think that's okay it's to me when I'm the cool one.
Why can't people stop messing with things that are okay and acting like it comes with a price?
They are acting like everyone's sitting there waiting for it to be admitted and proven that I'm shit or get specific with important things.
The people monitoring me in private, involved, and others keep acting like I think things I don't and get away with it.
I'm not the bad person.  I'm not in trouble with anyone.
What if everyone thinks I'm in trouble and I don't have anything in the world, after all?
It feels like people are waiting until it's too late.
Some people speaking in commercials lash out on you but probably get rehired.
There are actually people out there who believe I deserve to be punished by an older lady I have a "relationship" with being exploited.
Someone and probably others act like nothing is impressive, important, nor surprising.  They'll spiritually curse about anything you can think of that's important, like it means nothing when I'm involved.  Hm, sounds familiar.