Monday, August 27, 2018

I feel some people following me like I still like them and they want me out of another relationship.
I bet he gossips, in his own way.
Someone is bothering me because I talked about them and what they did to me.
Orchestra, Band, or Pop Music?  Which do you like?
Is the discontinuation of the popularity of MySpace and Johnny Depp a sin?  Is Ellen DeGeneres still the same?
Why are some people respected more than me?
Asians have to be so careful around white people, who get whatever they want, easily, so that it's unfair and no one knows what's going on.
How do you know if you like anyone, these days?

Okay, so, what started Johnny Depp's popularity after Pirates of the Caribbean?

Update

I edited the background picture for christinabarrett.com.
I'm "getting" the Early Boomers who people aren't as social about as you'd think they'd claim to be.

Update

I edited my layout for christinabarrett.com.
They are ruining my life for posting about what Ellen DeGeneres does.
I feel unaccepted for not being a total blonde my whole life.
Baby Boomers just say Generation X is not good enough, no matter what.

"U R the 1" on Music Choice

I think this rare CD was released in 1997 and is hard to find the CD of.

I respect people like Ellen DeGeneres, but they trick me and then are mean to me.
I think of bad words by accident because Ellen DeGeneres acted like I already thought violent thoughts and said not to.  I've been watched and it's stuck.
Just because I am nice to my parents doesn't mean I don't want to do anything, in life in the world.  What about Mother Teresa?
Someone seems surprised if I share traits with other white people.
In piano, I did, I think, 6 books.
Most Americans may be cuter, but I explained I went through hardship from others and have it together more otherwise.
A priest thinks I want to be trash and am.

Suzuki

There are 10 books, and I am almost done with 2. There aren't many songs in it, though, maybe around 10 or so. I plan to record a video of myself playing all the songs in each book and posting it on my YouTube.


People think there is no reason for me to be happy.
Someone keeps being mean to me.
My life is shitty because of other people, but other people still hate me and see it in the worst possible way in some cases.
People make friends with other races to look good and attract pity but have to ruin their life and dump them.
Not scared to be happy, not scared to be mean.
Some people would do something wrong to someone if they wouldn't get caught by the police.

A Happy Plan

I already cleaned.  I want to own, like, nothing, but for things like violin books, clothes I like, maybe my DVDs unless I can sell them.

I am trying to move to Europe, specifically Germany I want and to learn violin.
Oh well, it's still too late.  No one trusts me to behave appropriately.
I wonder if psychotic medicine messes with my mind.  I might have more energy and fight in me without it.