Here's a little song ...

I'm learning Suzuki 2 and here is one song I am doing, 1st in the book.  Funny, I don't even use vibrato in the songs, yet.  I didn't even find this song emotional.

People are obsessed with rather childish people with young dads and/or 15-year-old moms.  Only recently, did they get the signal to pretend to grow up, in some way, just to hide what they're really up to.  You know you can act young again, especially when you are still young and active.

Some people have kids very young, like 20.  Are they becoming competition to normal people?

People keep simply getting in my way hating on me stupidly.

People keep indulging an older lady I know in bad ways.

What do I do that is so bad?

Why do people assume I am bad because I am not a Late Boomer?

Why do some people try to appeal to me to "get a rise" out of me to think something that makes an older lady I know upset? likes saying, "Yes, Christina, you did this, something wrong."

I don't see many young people.

I should move to Germany young because it is in Europe, so I don't waste my younger years being ployed by the USA.

The people involved monitoring me in private keep acting like an alarm is going off now concerning an older lady I know.

I used to get to talk to some people more, but I think something bad happened because they don't talk as much, in general.

I bet German Americans would like another girl who is half Asian and half Western European, like west of Germany.

I miss being a music major.  I wanna go back, but I feel decrepit.  Also, it's 14 years later.  I have been singing.  I can still play piano but haven't been much.

I was in this string class in college, and I was good.  No one said anything directly to me about it.  At another music school, an older guy said he did harp as a group class and toured I think The Sound of Music playing harp.  I was gonna keep up violin.  It might have been hard also doing piano and organ, which I had to drive to a church to practice, maybe M-F, but not for many years total playing organ, 1 in college.

People used to find me accomplished: art, music, etc., clubs in high school.  I don't know why I would seem dormant now.  I'm good at posting online now because it's been 10 years I mainly did that more than anything.  You know, like talking well.  I didn't remember I wanted to play violin, but I ended up doing that after all these years.  I've been playing 3 years.  I may have damaged arms from when I was upset watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and some before from being upset at racism against me online on the Johnny Depp board.

Just to let some of you know who are genuinely interested, I do one little thing wrong and only my world falls apart or that of those I know.  Other people get away with being mean.

People here in Orlando are in my face making me feel since I am nice I have to say no one should talk to me.

I feel rather tired but not like I'm gonna drop or am uninterested in doing things that are easy, like posting online.

Orlando is fixed I am the bad one.

It seems Generation X is unsuccessfully stimulated by Late Boomers.

I feel hatred 24/7 for defending myself because I got physically upset some walking home.

Do people get on Ellen DeGeneres's good side for being mean to someone she is against?  She knew about me, though it's not my fault, and she went against me.

Am I a bad person compared to others my age?