It seems like it's all about inappropriately stimulating an older lady I like, here for me with Orlando and the people involved monitoring me in private.  It's like the people closest to me lied, where for a long time it was about my hardships I could not escape, though I never said they had to do it.  This was supposedly a good thing for me, but it got taken away, in that it's getting more to be that the purpose is to make her giddy in weird ways, like the "go to" thing to do.