I wonder if people mistake my German for Chinese because they are big.
I just had a strange feeling that I'm not even interested in people, who are on Facebook. The internet may be cool, but the people on it are still just the people that they must have been before. Is Facebook everyone's "last resort?"
I noticed I am treated badly like I have to believe I am in trouble, and it's catching on and people think they are above me, just because of racism and I'm not perfect.
The people involved monitoring me in private are saying and unsaying things.
Some people channel their anger to me but I am at risk of losing all lest I flinch, what if I have not all already.
What if you couldn't say anything because you were considered bad, like me? though I'm not really.
Females relating to females are supposed to exist. It's not gay to relate to a female like a female.
Last night, I finished starting all the songs of Suzuki 2 on violin.
While I'm busy fighting, what the fuck is everyone else doing?
I always was reserved to an older lady I like, and it feels like they think I was not okay, in this kind of regard.
What if a certain person does it too who says I didn't get what I want like I want him?
The people monitoring me in private give me more problems than I have in real life.
I can see the nastiness in the old men supposedly involved monitoring me life, not like dads but like brothers who don't know what they're doing. I get nothing like most people, and if I have a hardship they say it's not good character.
It's like some people are just messengers to me on a board game of life.